Towards the end of the year, it is only natural for one to take stock of both the success and failures of effort expended throughout the year. This allows for a being to plan out their course of action for the following year, and I differ from none in this task. It is a positive step towards managing your life.
What has become glaringly obvious to even an untrained eye, is that I have had minimal, and by minimal I mean almost non-existent success in reaching and securing servitude from submissives through my social media endeavors this past year. Nary a single tribute hit my inbox for my birthday, nor Christmas, and this is the most telling data of all. Online submissives without doubt had zero concerns or cares about my personal happiness or comfort. What does this mean for me though?
1)It means that I will no longer seek out submission online.
2)I will no longer entertain private conversation on social media sites with submissives claiming that they want to serve me. (My Dm's will be closed to all but those whom I follow)
3)My posts will now reflect more of my well rounded personality, rather than being fetish specific.
By no means is this a "woe is me" blog post. I am not depressed, angered, nor surprised a single bit. Fetish has quickly evolved into a customer service business, and since I do not sell goods, I was bound to feel the sting. Knowing the facts, does not change my stance though. It is far better for me to have no servants under my heel if the only ones in the market are the self serving vermin which I see peppering the landscape with their selfish stench.
My decision actually fills me with a sense of empowerment as a woman. I need no longer fret over each and every post I make in regards to whether it will appeal to male specimens. I can leave off with sexual innuendos, and just be ME. The concern of whether I am sexy enough, thin enough, young enough etc... has vanished. I am free to be bluntly honest in my speech, and even cruel when warranted without remorse.
I no longer have to care about a brand or keeping up appearances. It is far more liberating than you would ever believe!
This does not mean that I am ghosting social media. I intend to continue blogging, and posting my thoughts and opinions on all things fetish. It simply frees me from caring whether my voice is popular with men. I am actually smiling, and humming a happy tune as I type this up :)
I invite you all to stick around for the remaking of Sydney Claire, the woman, rather than the reflection of a dominant.
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