I have been taking some time lately to reevaluate what I want and where I am going along my femdom/findom lifestyle journey. It benefits us as human beings to periodically take a step back, and make sure that the path we are on is the one we want and need to be on. I advise anyone who has spent time playing in the bdsm pool to do so.
Conclusions at this point remain fairly close to those I reached a year ago. I continue to distance myself from any type of play where the possibility of male orgasm exists. I recognize that the majority of males enter the fray with that type of happy ending in mind, which is fine and dandy for them, but it will not suit me in service.
The scene overflows with women who offer orgasmic experiences, so I would council any of you seeking that specific style of domination to search those women out, and I wish you the very best of luck :)
As each year passes, it becomes even more clear to me which type of male I find of value in service. A servant who has more in common with what one would title a eunuch. Of course, I understand that those who come to me are highly unlikely to be of the neutered variety, but that is what a chastity cage is for. Locked away long enough from the light of day, your mindset will evolve to the point of what pleases me.
It comes across as odd to many that I am not into the sexual aspects of bdsm, but than, not all of us are cut from the same cloth. The physical aspects have never really appealed to very much, but the same can not be said of the emotional and psychological ones.
I desire males to serve me not because I arouse their cock, rather I will only accept service based upon a deep seated need to see to my wants. Males who have overcome the most base instinct of being led by their nuts, for it is the mind I crave control over.
I want serving my will to become second nature. To the point where when you wake, your thoughts automatically gravitate towards how you can enhance my life today. And each night as you lay your weary head down after having toiled the day away laboring for the wages which will enrich my finances, your last words will be prayers lifting me up in worship.
Males such as you will become an integral part of my life. Your sacrifices will benefit my existence. Your worship will add a new dimension to my level of happiness, and your unwavering loyal devotion shall create an unbreakable bond of Mistress/slave. This type of commitment is far more meaningful than a sticky hand moment. In time it may even forge a lifelong connection, and that very connection is a priceless gift.
A last point which has not differed, is that in order to gain a golden ticket of entrance into my land of possibilities, is tribute. No man shall pass the gate without sending tribute. From day 1 I have adhered to this decree, and it has not failed me once, for any male who sincerely desires to serve under my command tributes without prompting and sans complaint. Life is far too precious for me to spend any moment of it arguing with a man who does not value me or my presence.
Those that are just now finding their way along, will no doubt be of a mind to quibble about tribute, for they yet possess the selfishness which rules the world of man at the moment. They want only to gratify their cocks commands freely. They do not grasp yet that you cannot attain anything of by value by refusing to relinquish a sacrifice. Those of you with this you you you mindset are to be sectioned off and given time to grow into a thinking man, rather than a reactionary one. Perhaps in time, you will change, and we shall speak once more, but til then, I bid you adieu.
If you have come this far now, come forward a bit more. Make yourself known to me by sending a financial sacrifice to mzsydney34@yahoo.com
