Woke up sick with the flu today, so going to be offline quite a bit...I am sure that you will miss me. What you should be doing is buying me presents or sending gift cards to mzsydney34@yahoo.com for my Birthday in 16 days! You do not want to be on my blocked list now do you for disappointing me...of course you don't.
Hopefully I will be able to get some new pics taken this weekend,and finally have the time to work on my site. We shall see though.
Tuesday, October 30, 2012
Monday, October 29, 2012
How I view myself
Sadist what does it mean to me, and how is it that I dare to label myself as such?
Let's begin with the fact that I simply get off on the knowledge of another human being suffering(physically, emotionally, financially) for my pleasure. It is a high that is incomparable. My juices literally flow when I am inflicting pain. To a great many this would seem abhorrent and dysfunctional, yet this is how I am wired. I cannot imagine my life devoid of this indulgence. It is not role play for me or a fantasy scenario I tout in order to line my coffers. If you are familiar with the saying "a pound of flesh or a pint of blood" you would see how it is comparative to my style, with the exception being that I would opt to take both.
One thing that is often misunderstood about me is that findom is only a small part of what I immerse myself within. Money has only the value you assign it, and to me it is meaningless. It is simply a means to an end, but the majority of males worship the green king, therefore it becomes another tool assigned to my arsenal in which to wrench every last ounce of suffering. Does it truly differ that very much from cbt, caning, or any other act induced during pain play? Of course it could be argued that pain play relies upon physical acts, yet financial domination does have the ability to inflict permanent damage just as well on a more profound level. Bruises and lacerations will heal, but bankruptcy is a bitter pill that requires years for most to overcome if in fact they ever do. I would tend to believe that findom is more cruel than any injuries sustained during play, in that it holds the ability to cripple and devastate not only 1 life, but those that depend upon that 1 life as well.
So many that come to kneel before me fail to recognize that I desire more than your money, while the majority cannot comprehend that I will not accept their physical submission sans the financial. You see boys, I am greedy, and want it all. Your physical, emotional, and financial submission. Anything less would be insulting.
Let's begin with the fact that I simply get off on the knowledge of another human being suffering(physically, emotionally, financially) for my pleasure. It is a high that is incomparable. My juices literally flow when I am inflicting pain. To a great many this would seem abhorrent and dysfunctional, yet this is how I am wired. I cannot imagine my life devoid of this indulgence. It is not role play for me or a fantasy scenario I tout in order to line my coffers. If you are familiar with the saying "a pound of flesh or a pint of blood" you would see how it is comparative to my style, with the exception being that I would opt to take both.
One thing that is often misunderstood about me is that findom is only a small part of what I immerse myself within. Money has only the value you assign it, and to me it is meaningless. It is simply a means to an end, but the majority of males worship the green king, therefore it becomes another tool assigned to my arsenal in which to wrench every last ounce of suffering. Does it truly differ that very much from cbt, caning, or any other act induced during pain play? Of course it could be argued that pain play relies upon physical acts, yet financial domination does have the ability to inflict permanent damage just as well on a more profound level. Bruises and lacerations will heal, but bankruptcy is a bitter pill that requires years for most to overcome if in fact they ever do. I would tend to believe that findom is more cruel than any injuries sustained during play, in that it holds the ability to cripple and devastate not only 1 life, but those that depend upon that 1 life as well.
So many that come to kneel before me fail to recognize that I desire more than your money, while the majority cannot comprehend that I will not accept their physical submission sans the financial. You see boys, I am greedy, and want it all. Your physical, emotional, and financial submission. Anything less would be insulting.
Who holds the reins
Unfortunately some believe themselves above their station within exchanges, and require a set down. At no time, atleast with me shall a male call the shots, or make demands of ME. I and I alone decide the progression of events, and so be it if that means $ is left on the table. Perhaps I have not stressed enough that I do not bend over for males. Every moment of my attention is earned, not a given nor a purchased right.
Quite simply, if you a male does not like my approach or style, they are free to allow the proverbial door to slam them in the ass on the way out. Nothing will earn you the disgrace of being blocked quicker than attempting to call the shots with me.
Each lady has her personal style, and that is wonderful, but it is oftentimes forgotten that each lady is not a carbon copy of another, therefore while some may go along with pushy behavior, or jump through hoops for revenue, I WILL NOT. There is only one way to service with ME, and that is the one I pave. Keep this in mind when deciding to initiate contact with me.
Quite simply, if you a male does not like my approach or style, they are free to allow the proverbial door to slam them in the ass on the way out. Nothing will earn you the disgrace of being blocked quicker than attempting to call the shots with me.
Each lady has her personal style, and that is wonderful, but it is oftentimes forgotten that each lady is not a carbon copy of another, therefore while some may go along with pushy behavior, or jump through hoops for revenue, I WILL NOT. There is only one way to service with ME, and that is the one I pave. Keep this in mind when deciding to initiate contact with me.
Sunday, October 28, 2012
Friday, October 26, 2012
What you shall be in service to me
If you do not exist merely in the hopes of becoming my servant, then you cease to exist in my world. If you do not see your true purpose as being my servant, then you cease to exist in my world.
If your life does not revolve around my happiness, then you cease to exist in my world.
The ordinary world from which you evolved consists of those that are selfish in their desires, and these are those that have no meaning in my life.
They live out their pathetically meandering lives devoid of direction, like sheeple in a pasture.
They will never know what it is to be owned, to be the human servant of a Superior female who will guide them in the direction that suits her life best.
Your existence based upon her whims.
You life lived for her solely.
Relinquishing all of your selfish wants, and replacing them with servile dedication to her and only her.
Never a day shall pass that you do not give thanks that you have been accorded the honor of her presence in your life.
Never a day shall pass spent with a single moment of doubt or regret that you have placed your life in her hands.
Always grateful that your pitiful existence is somehow of use to her.
Never shall you question her commands for she knows best.
Always promptly complying in obedience.
Never shall you disobey, for to be banished from her world is more cruel than death.
Your place forever upon your knees.
If your life does not revolve around my happiness, then you cease to exist in my world.
The ordinary world from which you evolved consists of those that are selfish in their desires, and these are those that have no meaning in my life.
They live out their pathetically meandering lives devoid of direction, like sheeple in a pasture.
They will never know what it is to be owned, to be the human servant of a Superior female who will guide them in the direction that suits her life best.
Your existence based upon her whims.
You life lived for her solely.
Relinquishing all of your selfish wants, and replacing them with servile dedication to her and only her.
Never a day shall pass that you do not give thanks that you have been accorded the honor of her presence in your life.
Never a day shall pass spent with a single moment of doubt or regret that you have placed your life in her hands.
Always grateful that your pitiful existence is somehow of use to her.
Never shall you question her commands for she knows best.
Always promptly complying in obedience.
Never shall you disobey, for to be banished from her world is more cruel than death.
Your place forever upon your knees.
vid sent by sissy made during session
LMFAO a little sissy slut sent me a vid made during our last phone session. Warning it is piss your pants funny explicit if you are of a sadistic leaning.
"http://youtu.be/EFpRiDS39Xg"
"http://youtu.be/EFpRiDS39Xg"
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