How a slave should view their Goddess

A Goddess should be seen as the Sun and Moon which his life revolves around. The epitome of all his fantasies with the thought of another, being judged as utter blasphemy. Tangible, yet untouchable for a mere mortal. Basking in the warm rays of her happiness when he has pleased her,yet shivering as if staked out nude in the cold winds of darkest night if he has earned her scorn. His conscious mind always striving towards the avenues which bring fruition to her most deviously delectable desires, while his subconscious seeks continuously to mold it's waking thoughts towards perfect service, as without her presence he recognizes his existence as meaningless.