This blog has been my baby for years. I have employed it to rant, to rave, to boast, to educate, to train, and to simply share a side of myself that enabled many to get to know me. I have posted hundreds of pieces, and always felt like putting my thoughts out there was a good thing, but I no longer believe that to be true.
Over the past few months I have put out a shit ton of blogs and photos, yet the work has not been appreciated tangibly by any of you. Not a single one of you aided in my blanket charity drive. Not a single one of you sent me a birthday tribute. Not a single one of you has seen fit to send me a gift for the upcoming holidays. These facts combined are quite telling to me.
None of you appreciate the time I have taken, nor the effort I have expended, so honestly I do not see the point in wasting my time further. Of course I do not expect any of you to comment upon this, or even regret your lack of action. This is not a woe is me post, this is a post reflecting that I no longer choose to invest my time in those who do not invest in my overall happiness.
I most certainly do not enjoy the feeling that I am being used by males, and that is all that you males have done over the past year, but that is over. I am just going to relax and chill over the holidays, and if I get the itch to post ever again, it will be private and shared only with those who show appreciation in findom form.
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