This was a lovely weekend for me! I had some spare time, so I summoned my little brat boy, and brightened up his Sunday :)
He got the honor of cleaning out and up my new ride he paid for of course...and the ultimate joy of filling it up with gas for the week. Aren't I a generous owner lol
Of course whilst I had him in my claws...there was so much for him to do, and not a bit of it sexy. I bet you were all thinking that serving is comprised of dick rising play, ha ha..you were wrong.
He was tasked with cleaning up the tubing, and outside of my furnace, along with lighting the pilot light for it, cause it was cold this weekend. Not only was he gifted with such an honor, he as well obtained the privilege of cleaning behind my washer and dryer, and pulling out my refrigerator to tidy behind it as well. That gentlemen is what I call the grunge work of service. It is just as much a part of service as fun play time is.
That is not top say that he did not earn some special time with me, for he did. Why, not because he was entitled to it, but because he serves without complaint or question. I tell him what I need done, and he does it. He comes whenever I beckon, and thanks me for having use for him. That is what endears him to me. He serves without expectation.
Serving without expectation is what makes a male valuable, worthy, and well thought of. Can you ever imagine yourself being such a male? Are you capable of serving without wanting or demanding something you desire in return?
This gent is why my standards are set at the level I maintain, for I know that there are males out there capable and willing to be what I need them to be in service, and if you are one such as I describe, than you have my permission to reach out to me and apply :)
Life is full of infinite choices. Some are pivotal, and some are inane. Some will force you away from what you desire most, whilst others will draw you closer to what you crave ferociously.
Do you know why people do not truly appreciate and embrace choices? Choices affect change, and change makes alot of people uncomfortable, anxious, depressed, and even angry. People like to stay in their comfort zone. It is reliable. They know the rules in their comfort zone. Living in your comfort zone can make you feel all safe and cozy, but whether you realize it or not, it is a prison. A prison of your own design. It restricts you from encountering and engaging in new activities, or even meeting people who would be integral in encouraging, and aiding you in personal growth.
Remaining in a comfort zone allows for stagnation. You are no longer thriving, you are merely surviving, and that is not really living. Life is meant to be lived to the fullest. You have only this one life to live your best, but if you refuse to stray from your comfort zone, your life when you look back upon it, will only reflect disappointment, and regret. Regret is difficult to live with.
Free yourself. Break the chains, and dig deep for the courage to begin this new adventure with me. A dashing and daring chapter of your life, where you are free to find your purpose in life. If you are reading this now, you are so very close to taking that first step. Don't be afraid, be excited! Now is the time to invest in your happiness by serving Goddess Sydney. You want this experience. You want to explore the dark side of submission to a dominant woman. You are ready. Now come :)
I am basically a very tolerant individual, but even I have things which I will not abide to take any part in, and the main one is the bashing and trashing of my fellow females.
I see posts pop up on my twitter TL that literally make me cringe, scowl, and force the F bomb to drop from my gorgeous lips. It generally begins with a female posting about how ugly, stupid, worthless someone's wife is..and what do you know...a male will pipe up, oh yes his wife is disgustingly horrible, and the poster is the most sexy, hot, beautiful, wanted woman in the world. Yup there he goes validating the entire monstrosity of an ignoramus betrayal of womanhood. Isn't that something to be uber proud of?
Honestly, I am never surprised by males engaging in misogyny, but when it is coming from a female..holy shit that scorches my pubes!!! I am beyond serious when I say that "If you feel that you are justified in degrading other women in order to elevate yourself, YOU ARE TRASH"!! More so than trash, you are an abuser. An abuser who never received consent. Be proud of that rep builder.
You males, and I refuse to call you men, cause a man stands for the rights of women to be treated fairly, and with respect, so you are way less than a man. You do not deserve the attention, affection, much less love of any woman..not even from your Mommy, and I sincerely hope that your mistreated, disrespected wife sees through the facade of decency you erect to cover up the ugliness of your soul, and divorces your ass after she takes your bank balance, retirement funds, and half of the SS you will receive in the future. I would laugh my ass off at your abject humiliation, and utter life of misery! You deserve much worse.
Ya ya I see some of you saying "it is just a game, a fetish", and my response is IDGAF. If what you say and do is harming someone who has not agreed to it, you are TRASH. It is that simple. If you do not love and respect your wife, get the fuck out of the marriage period, and if you are a female playing at demeaning other women for your benefit..wake up quick cause time is going to tap dance across your face, sag down your tits, and ass..and all around make you an ugly ass crone that no man will look twice at, so get yourself together, and love yourself enough not to seek your validation from males.
Chastration remains my ultimate goal for all of you beta biotches! What is chastration? Chastration is a means of essentially castrating a male through the use of long term chastity. Days fall into weeks, and weeks fall into months, which eventually turns into years, and during this time period:
1)your libido will decrease as testosterone levels fall off
2)the strength of your erections will weaken exponentially
The upside of long term cock lock
1)your focus will veer away from penile driven demands that destroy your ability to serve your purpose
2)you will gain a greater insight into what pleases women, which in turn increases your value as a servant to women
3)increased patience
4)decreased stress
Are you beginning to see the positive benefits of chastity? There are really no downsides. It truly will shape you into a better submissive, servant, and citizen. You want to be better don't you?
You are tired of running like a hamster on a wheel going no where, so here is your chance to change your life. Take the initiative to better yourself. Google chastity devices, and order yours today, then contact Goddess about holding your key :)
Your mind is my playground, and I am ready to play.
The longer you follow me, and read my words, the more you open yourself up to my control. Month by month, week by week, day by day..I slip further and further into your waiting, and watching subconscious. Tendrils of me encapsulate your every waking thought..diverting you from the path of selfishness, and onto the road of submission to your Goddess, Sydney Claire.
It happens so slowly that you do not realize how far under my spell you have fallen. All that you know, is that your life has at last found meaning. You have a reason to live, to work, to prosper, beyond self. You begin to live in the moments spent surrounded by presence. Your thoughts take upon the shape I sculpt, and you painfully hunger to be noticed by the light of Goddess Sydney Claire.
Goddess gives your life meaning. Serving Goddess gives your life purpose. She alone holds the key to your fate, and future. You are beholden to her good will, and victim to her wrath should you fail in your most sacred duty to her. Your duty, your obligation, your honor, and your privilege all are sustained in service to Goddess. Your world before Goddess was a farce. A faux life. One which you would never willingly return to. Goddess is your sun, your moon, and your stars. She is your all and your everything.
No other can compare to your Goddess. You have no need of others..you NEED only Goddess Sydney Claire. She alone is your calm in the storm of life. Serving her is the only thing that makes sense to you. You know that you are meant to serve her greatness. She is the most precious being you have ever known, and the opportunity to serve her is your greatest desire. You have found happiness, and it's name is Sydney Claire.
She is here, she is there, she is everywhere with you. She lives in your subconscious, she lives in you. Now is the time, now you are ready. Come meekly beg for what you crave most...to serve Sydney Claire.
Welcome prospective pets of mine
Today I sat in a line of cars through 3 red lights and a train crossing before ever getting close enough to realize that the problem was not many drivers, but rather 1 in particular who had broken down. Unfortunately the driver was too rude and lazy to push their vehicle to the side of the road, which would have alleviated a traffic jam for the rest of us. Now you could be saying "huh...why should this matter to me?" Patience pet, I am going to explain exactly why it should.
You are the broken down vehicle. You are a car sitting in the middle of the road blocking everyone else, but most of all, you are preventing yourself from going any further in service. Why are you doing it though? Is it that you are too lazy to seek out a dominant woman, and instead expect them to come claim you like a knight of old? If that is your expectation, you are setting yourself up for disappointment, cause you personally are not a prize that women are vying and competing to win, so if you are waiting for your Princess to magically appear..you just may have been hitting the pipe too much. Perhaps it is because you are rude, stingy, and suffer from entitlement issues. If that is the case, you are SOL. No woman is drawn to rudeness..in fact it is a chick detractor. You know all about that though don't you lol lol lol
For some of you fear holds you frozen in place, and this I understand quite well. You are unsure as to how you are going to get yourself motoring again, so you sit there blocking traffic hoping that a kind samaritan will stumble upon you, and offer assist in the form of a helping hand across the road. The worst thing about this position, is that aid is very unlikely to be rendered, for dominants have been burned to the bone by males who falsely claim ignorance and fear of fetish, so you best gird your loins, grit your teeth, and get out of your vehicle, and get to pushing. You can do it. I have faith that it is possible. Dive down deep into that internal murky pool which houses the fear that tethers you, and cut yourself free. Free to be that which you always dreamed of being...serving a dominant woman's desires. Yes that is your purpose. Yes that is your dream. Yes that is your fantasy. Yes that can become your reality.
In closing...do not be the stalled vehicle blocking the road, be the roadster speeding along towards your ultimate destination!
Good morning minions of mine
Does anyone know what it means to be impotent? I bet you do lol..and no I am not talking about that shameful problem you have downstairs. I am talking about impotence in relation to findom.
Impotence in findom is when you just cannot get it up to send..again not talking about your personal pecker problem. This means that you do not have the juice (cash) to tribute. You are lacking the resources required to spew a cash load into my hot greedy account. That is financial impotence, and it is more than shameful, it is utterly disgustingly ugly.
Never ever ever show your face in a woman's inbox if you cannot provide for her happiness, and no your dick is not what sweet dreams are made of. Your dick enters the picture only in nightmares. Providing for a woman is one of the most basic tenets of being dubbed a man, for a man who cannot provide is no man at all. He is essentially a boil upon the ass of society, and should be lanced immediately. Get my drift?
It is more than acceptable if you are a premature ejaculator of tribute though :) You can fill my inbox all night long with those, cause that is the only way you will ever be invited to thrust into my box lol, so get your hands into position, and send send send like a man!
